Friday, 14 December 2012

Dreams & their significance

HELLO WORLD( <~~~read this in your robotic voice) ;-)

Fun things apart. I was not sure if I should be sharing this post with anybody or not, because this is something so very important to me. I feel that no matter how hard I might try, I can not make you understand this the way I do. But maybe I should give it a try ...and stop wondering if you might consider me crazy.

[First Draft]

Flying high:

This is one of my most favorite dreams, of all times. This was way back in early 2000's, but I do remember quiet a few details of this dream.

Kali and I were sitting beside one another on a bench/chair like thing that a very huge bird was carrying between it's claws. I do not remember how the bird looked but I remember feeling the huge wings of the bird flap beside us, as it flew, and I could feel the wind blowing against my skin. The most exciting part of this dream was me and Kali viewing the night scenery below us in awe. We were flying right above our home in vijayawada but we were actually staying in Hyderabad at that time. vijayawada was not even my favorite place and to dream about it randomly, felt so strange.

The way I felt in this dream was amazing. I always wondered if this is how I would feel flying in a plane. But I must say the way I felt in this dream was far more better than how I felt looking at clouds below me from a plane for the very first time(which is breathtaking)!

--> one more thing that makes this a special dream is that I saw a building being constructed a couple of blocks from our house in the dream. A couple of months later when I visited vijayawada, there was actually a newly constructed building exactly at the spot I saw in my dream.

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Plane attack

I was fast asleep with sru and Kali in our room, in Hyderabad. I was dreaming about a small plane actually an airplane the size of a helicopter throwing (hundreds of) stones/rocks about 8-10 inches big from above, on our house at vijayawada. I did not like this dream at all and remember being worried and wanting the dream to end and wake up.

Early in the morning, I wake up and hear dad telling sru in a very sad tone that a plane hit the twin towers and so on. I did not even knew where or what the twin towers were, at that time and wondered why dad was so upset. But I remember telling myself in my half awaken half asleep phase, 'hey didn't I just dream about a plane....' And then I slept again.

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Am I dying

Okay! This is one of my most hated dreams. This was just a couple of weeks before I was coming to USA, in 2010.

I was in my room with my cousin in Hyderabad. We were talking and talking and talking as we lay on our beds late in the night. I remember wanting to listen to her but not being able to stop myself from falling to sleep. I tried so hard to keep my eyes open but could not and I could still hear her talking to me. I felt so weak all of a sudden like never before and I started to feel scared given the fact that I was not able to open my eyes though I tried. I started feeling myself raising and weightless. I felt as if I was not in control of my body. I was trying very hard to tell my cousin to hold my hand tight because I did not wanted to go anywhere but I could not even move my lips. This lasted for a couple of minutes and I felt very scared through out wondering if I was actually dying and hoping my cousin will just hold my hand tighter and not let me go.

'You slept?', she told me when I asked her what happened. I told her I had a bad dream and held her hands tight as I fell asleep again feeling weak and asking her to keep talking to me.

The next morning, I told mommy that I had a nightmare. I explained her everything and told her I felt I was dying. She told me that I was just overworked and exhausted and it is common to dream of not being in control and all. I believe she was right but when I google searched some of he posts on out of the body experience felt similar to this experience of mine but I would rather believe my mom on this because I was actually quiet exhausted.


given the fact that I was very tired working hard in the day(on what I do not remember).
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To be continued...






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