Saturday, 6 April 2013

Just feeling :(

Sometimes I feel that my life is like Frodo Baggins in the movie Lord of The Rings.

The only difference is that I choose the adventure that took me away from home. I have learnt, got hurt, healed,  and most importantly changed myself so much in the course of last two years. Now I do not even know where I belong....going back home is no longer a choice when I am not the same person I was few years ago. It would only hurt to be at home and not feel at home.

To be far away from home and to yearn to be at home is far better than be at home and feel like there is no where else to go.

Maybe I will be at peace when I can go to A.....but it seems to be such a distant possibility that it hurts to have reached half way through my journey and be unsure of reaching the destination.

I just need some hope right now.....something really positive to happen with my life..I am tired of pretending everything is going to be okay when nothing looks okay.

PS: god abuses me. :-/

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