Things that really matter: 2

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Guess What?!! 

Dad's Report: As I promised, here goes the update on Dad's health checkup!! :)

It did come negative!!There is no malignant tumor but he might probably need to get a surgery done some time soon for a condition that is common to  men of his age(more on it in future vlog). Well, the fact that he might need a surgery and all is scaring. But I am super glad it's not life threatening. The word biopsy itself has been giving me mini heart attacks, each time I thought about it for the last one week. But for now, I can relax and hope-wish-pray that everything will be fine and that I could be there for him to make sure he gets the best care possible.

School Work: Still working on my paper!! :)

So the paper I have been working on all these months, is not what exactly what my prof. thinks is okay. He wanted me to get more statistics so as to analyze and write up more interesting stuff. The approach I took to write the paper and the one he thinks I should are extremely different. And needless to say, I am so in love with whatever he is making me do! It is like that little push to the limit and showing someone that they are worth more than they ever thought they were! 

Today, I was wondering may be this is also the reason why God doesn't give me what I ask him for. May be just like my Prof, he thinks I deserve more and is making sure that I do enough so that he could give me what I exactly deserve and nothing less. 

Break up in a Retrospect: Sometimes, there is a greater gain in losing! :)

I have been thinking of how things could have worked out but did not with Teja. It's been like almost a year and a half since it was all over, well at least for one of us. Though I made so much fuss and post break up drama and all, I now feel that 'losing him in my life' was the best thing to ever happen.  Not that I no longer consider him to be the most smartest/nicest/greatest/coolest/affectionate friend and a bf. But, the situations we both had to face and the lessons we in turn had to learn resulting in we both no longer being the same people we once were...moving on was probably the best decision ever. Being happy alone is always better than being unhappy together, right?? More than his love for me his indifference towards me brought the best out in me and I will always be grateful for his bitter-sweet role in my life.

Job: I need one. I want one. Blah blah and blah. :( But I shall be +ve cause I know I am going to get what I deserve sooner or later! :)

When I write something: I mean every single word of it. I do not and cannot make up my feelings.  :)

So when, someone tells me I write good/whatever and that they want me to write something so that they could use for something ...I just can't do that. I believe, you, me and each one of us.....can truly & honestly express in writing if we are willing to get over the inhibitions of what he/she/they might think. And, when you can be honest in your expression of your thoughts...it's quite liberating and relaxing.

Probably that's the very reason blogging means so much to me! 

<3 

Archana