Hi,
I logged in to my FB, today. Oops, right!? I know I should not have but ....I just wanted to see if someone or anyone missed talking to me ( or maybe I felt lonely enough to believe FB can make me feel less lonely). I feel guilty that I did not keep up my word of not logging into FB. Hmm...what is done is done and I need to not repeat it again. Logging in FB or not, is not a big deal for me, but what is important is sticking to my decision which I did not. :(
I try to make the best of my time but few days like today, I fail at doing so. Every morning I wake up and unintentionally end up counting the number of days (well years) since I've seen my parents and Kali. I wonder if what I am doing in life right now is really worth it.
My goals are and have always been my priority but sometimes I ponder if I I am not being pragmatic enough and need to reevaluate my goals. Or should I believe that perseverance wins and dreams always come through if one works hard enough? But how will I know if I am working hard enough and not just wishing for something that I do not deserve to? Sounds confusing right?
Maybe I think too much. All I need is sleep for now and patience to do what all I need to do from tomorrow. Wish me luck world.
You know I love you, right? :)
Have a wonderful friday!
Archana
p.s.: "Some of my lowest points were the most exciting opportunities to push through to be a better person." Demi Moore
I logged in to my FB, today. Oops, right!? I know I should not have but ....I just wanted to see if someone or anyone missed talking to me ( or maybe I felt lonely enough to believe FB can make me feel less lonely). I feel guilty that I did not keep up my word of not logging into FB. Hmm...what is done is done and I need to not repeat it again. Logging in FB or not, is not a big deal for me, but what is important is sticking to my decision which I did not. :(
I try to make the best of my time but few days like today, I fail at doing so. Every morning I wake up and unintentionally end up counting the number of days (well years) since I've seen my parents and Kali. I wonder if what I am doing in life right now is really worth it.
My goals are and have always been my priority but sometimes I ponder if I I am not being pragmatic enough and need to reevaluate my goals. Or should I believe that perseverance wins and dreams always come through if one works hard enough? But how will I know if I am working hard enough and not just wishing for something that I do not deserve to? Sounds confusing right?
Maybe I think too much. All I need is sleep for now and patience to do what all I need to do from tomorrow. Wish me luck world.
You know I love you, right? :)
Have a wonderful friday!
Archana
p.s.: "Some of my lowest points were the most exciting opportunities to push through to be a better person." Demi Moore
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